

Oct 18, 20241 min read
Two Years Ago
Two years ago today, I took a 1.5 hour ambulance ride from the ER to the psychiatric hospital. 21-year-old Eli would have said that it's...
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Jul 14, 20241 min read
The Kernel of Truth
I found this old post that was just two lines. I never put it up because I couldn't think of a positive takeaway to end it off at the...
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Jul 14, 20242 min read
Feeling at Home
I just landed in NYC, and I took an Uber to my new apartment. I feel like I was jolted awake, because I am feeling very unsettled. I miss...
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Jul 1, 20242 min read
Advice to Self
I’m going into a new job. Here’s what I’ve learned these past few years that I want to give to myself as advice. Work hard, but not...
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Jul 1, 20243 min read
A Week of Sunrises
I haven’t posted for a while, and that’s because things started getting rough in January. It culminated in an attempt in March and yet...
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Mar 5, 20242 min read
To Just Be There
One of my best friends asked my resident advisor for advice while I was in the hospital last year. "What should I do to support her?" he...
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Mar 5, 20242 min read
A Year Ago Today
I started this blog a year ago today. I remember feeling trapped, like I was suffocating, and typing up these posts as fast as I could as...
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